Don Quixote, Jesus, and Me

This page is about my quest. I don't know if I have figured it all out yet. I think it has something to do with being honest, trying to right wrongs when you see them, and believing that the desire to do this emanates from a power outside yourself. I believe there is a clue to knowing if you have found the right quest. In the words of The Impossible Dream, "my heart will lie peaceful and calm when I'm laid to my rest". Any quest that does not do this in the end is not worth it.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Clearwater Bead Store

Philosophy has taken a back seat to the practicalities of business. We have been busy opening our fourth bead store, in Clearwater, Florida. If any beaders happen by, please post. I will try to be more faithful to my blogging. It's just like journaling - at least for me, because nobody reads my blog anyway (so far)!

My daughter gave me a very nice journal for my birthday. My first entry was about the following question - is it possible to be fully at peace about something and yet to be completely without joy at the same time? I think it is possible, and that is where hope comes in. Accepting things as they are is all well and good, but it is still ok to fervently desire a different state, isn't it (while not expecting that I can control this outcome myself)? I have a situation with my children that I feel I have accepted and am at peace with. But it destroys much joy in my life. So am I really at peace? I think so, because I still have hope. Even if I have no joy (and it would be too extreme to say I have no joy whatsoever) I allow for the possibility of having joy tomorrow or another day.

One plants, another waters, but God provides the growth. I am not the teacher. The Word is the teacher. I am only a seed planter or a waterer where someone else has planted. Intensity will not make the plant grow faster.